May 31, 2005 20:01
If it makes u happy, then it cant be that bad....
if it makes u happy then why the *Hell* are u sooo Sad?
This weekend nothgin happened really...i worked on my history project abit...and i guess we did pretty good.....W00T...
I also had boring drivers Trianign with mike...gosh we all hate him!!! but its fun to make fun of him when he turns his back on you...!!
**I'm still not sure who i liek..and i think i seriously HATE IT!!! like i usually liek the shy guys that poeple think are "weird" but when i get to no them, there very outgoign and i see a side of them no one else sees....i dont no whats wrong with me......:( i mean i want soo much in a boy friend that maybe i am to picky and dont want to lower my standards..but thats not it either..i guess i just havent met sumone that has caught my eye...like nos me liek noone else does....
*Maybe possibley he'd liek to/think ...
-look into my eyes and see himself with me..
-wishes he cud just hold me....and of course i would want him too...
-rather be with me either just hangin and talkign over....being a dumb ass with friends
-would give me my space ..yet be by myside to help me when needed...
-And of course just love me and trust me full heartedly....
-i just want sumone to care for me as much as i care for them.....
i'll prolly write more later or tomarrow....
much love....comment ..urpoint of view...will i be happy?