Dec 30, 2005 23:26
If i could have gave you air i would have.
If i could have loosened your lungs to make you breathe i would have.
I held open the window soo you could let the good air in,
failed.
The 3 numbers were dialed, the 3 numbers no one ever wants to dial on a phone.
911.
The ambulance was rushing down the street, everyone was in a panic.
All i could think of was our sweet memories.
i heard a voice yell out GO TO MY ROOM.
Hysterical.
I ran upstairs and prayed to the lord everything will be ok.
Now it was my turn to open the window and yell to the heavens to not take this life.
i screamed, and lifted my hands up to the lord wanting to touch the holy spirit.
These tears are so warm against my cheek.
i came down for a few and saw the helpless body on a stretcher
5 hours went by and the air was kinda of geting in, by a machine.
Goodbye benny. Your fur makes my brother sick.
I walked into a secluded room with glass walls and tubes running in every dirction.
beep beep.
Horrific.
My eyes sobbed and couldnt believe a person i have known for 18 years had been si lifeless.
I love you paul.
Youll be better in 24 hours.
i love you more then life.