Drifting for a long, long time...
This week many things happened. The major event was that I finally got my school business back in order. Some of it I had been avoiding for almost half a year now. At one point I wasn't even sure if I was too late for signing in for this year and already half-decided that in that case I'd try to get a job-thingy in UK. Well, I guess UK'll have to wait now. ^^;
The second thing that made my life easier was buying a new hard drive. I used to have 30 gigs space and now I have 110 gigs. So there's quite a difference. Now I'm re-ordering my stuff, mostly trying to get some reasonable manga-folders so I can share them in irc. Not that many people leech from me anyway, but that's irrelevant, right? It's not like I'm doing it for them anyway... *smirk*
What else... Oh yeah, I vacuumed my room. Now that's a major feat, honestly. And coloured my hair Red. It's a pity that now that it's cut I can't sniff it anymore... But I was delighted to see that the "blood bath"-effect was still successfull even if I now need only one third of the colouring stuff long hair took.
I also finally talked to my mother about what had been bugging me. She seemed to take it pretty well then. But it seems my sis talked to her about the same thing later that day and now mum's all freaked out because of my sis. And now it seems she a) forgot all about the conversation with me b) generally missed the whole point of what I tried to explain to her. Well, at least I tried.
I'm having an amazing feeling now. There's nothing troublesome I really need to do or should be doing. I'm actually feeling at ease!
...Maybe now I'll finally be able to read and return those books to the library... *heh*
The second thing that made my life easier was buying a new hard drive. I used to have 30 gigs space and now I have 110 gigs. So there's quite a difference. Now I'm re-ordering my stuff, mostly trying to get some reasonable manga-folders so I can share them in irc. Not that many people leech from me anyway, but that's irrelevant, right? It's not like I'm doing it for them anyway... *smirk*
What else... Oh yeah, I vacuumed my room. Now that's a major feat, honestly. And coloured my hair Red. It's a pity that now that it's cut I can't sniff it anymore... But I was delighted to see that the "blood bath"-effect was still successfull even if I now need only one third of the colouring stuff long hair took.
I also finally talked to my mother about what had been bugging me. She seemed to take it pretty well then. But it seems my sis talked to her about the same thing later that day and now mum's all freaked out because of my sis. And now it seems she a) forgot all about the conversation with me b) generally missed the whole point of what I tried to explain to her. Well, at least I tried.
I'm having an amazing feeling now. There's nothing troublesome I really need to do or should be doing. I'm actually feeling at ease!
...Maybe now I'll finally be able to read and return those books to the library... *heh*