Do you feel loved?
Oh man, it's been too long since I last wrote. Bad girl. Not that I'm entirely taking the blame, mind you, I've just been sucked dry by my college starting (I'm having difficulties adjusting to the fact that my school isn't school anymore and the teachers aren't teachers eather. How peculiar... and I'm so confused
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Well. TKK is cool because there are so many languages to study and clubs and so on. But it's not good at all that it causes so much stress. >.< *wishes you luck with the school*
Your hair is beautiful. Really. But if you feel like cutting it, you can do it and the hair will always grow back if you don't like it short, right? *meep* I had short hair at one point of my life but I decided it didn't fit me and I let it grow again.
I hate it that I don't see you anymore as often as I used to. I can't be there for you when you feel down because I don't know what you are feeling each day and I can't try to cheer you up. That must be the worst thing about being in different schools. I don't know if I could help or if you'd want me to help, but at least I could try. I'd visit you but we are both somewhat busy and I think what you need more is sleep rather than me disturbing you... That is not supposed to sound angsty. Or sulking. Or anything. Eep. I managed to see you today, though. Yay! ^___^ Made me feel instantly better. I hope it helped you too.
Meow. There are days when I feel really useless too. Like there's no point in my whole life. Like I could die and nothing would change in other people's lives. Which is not true, I know, but I still feel that way sometimes. This was just to say, that you're not totally alone with those kind of feelings. If it is of any help. ^.^;;
Is it possible to take a break from school at this point and come back after a year without losing your - what's the word? - place at school? Nyaa. I don't know. -.-
Meuff. May sunshine and cherry blossom petals cover your path in the maze of life.
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I don't know about my hair. I want to cut it and I don't. I want to, but then I'd miss it. And it would take years to grow back. Ah, the trouble. Maybe I'll just wait until I snap and cut it with our kitchen scissors just to spite the world. *smirk*
Well it's not like I'd sleep during day anyway, so... *shrug* I like having those little go/anime-sessions with you. They're a good way of regaining sanity. *grin*
Er. I'm not sure it helped to know other people are depressed too. *sweatdrops* I've kind of noticed that. But it helped that you just wrote your answer. It helps that people remember you exist too. ^_^ And show it too (otherwise, how could you tell?)...
Darling, you know I hate sunshine, don't you? *smile* But I guess it's a bit crude to wish for shadows, at least by general opinion... So I'll just take the cherry blossoms. *glomps a chibi Seichiro and bounces away humming happily*
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Ooh, you're so cool. *grin* Do you want some punk-ish ear rings too?
If you didn't have so many hobbies it would be easier to just drop by your house, but I think I may call you some Wednesday or Thursday when going home. One never knows, you might even be home, skipping school and there would be a few hours before you'd have to go. :) But if you start playing tennis, which days would that take? *scratch scratch* Can't remember everything!
Well, maybe it doesn't work with depression, but e.g. when I found out that I didn't get to TKK, I felt like I must be really stupid, but when I heard that Mari didn't get anywhere either, I felt a bit better. Or then I'm just twisted. ^^;
The kind of sunshine that isn't too hot and doesn't blind you, just makes the day a bit brighter? You don't like that either? *curious* Like, one day when we were walking with Viksu, it was really pretty outside when the sun was shining and the leaves were all read and yellow. But if you don't like it, I'll happily give you some shadows instead. ^_^
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