GAHNHGJG!!!
I shouldn't have said this... I should not even have THOUGHT this - not after all that *I* have done.
Way to ruin every little thing I had, bravo, perfect! Ha! Ifsome people had known about all of this, I am PRETTY sure they'd have told me this would be the EXACT mistake I'd be prone to make. So maybe it would have been wiser to blurt things out to Mayu or Kamijo or whatever.
What did I THINK when I was typing that! Since when have I become such an egoist and SO STUPID?!
You don't do this to the person you love. You just don't. And I've always been on the receiving end and thought I could never do that and here I am knowing what it's like to be the ass.
By all the gods in this world, please let this somehow become alright again. I want to say "Let's meet again, I want to somehow show you how sorry I am...", but when I try to type it or pick up the phone, I think I'm a bother. I've never worried about that before... but I'm so worried it could all go wrong, when things have never been so important. If I could just turn back time...
Emirukun
Way to ruin every little thing I had, bravo, perfect! Ha! Ifsome people had known about all of this, I am PRETTY sure they'd have told me this would be the EXACT mistake I'd be prone to make. So maybe it would have been wiser to blurt things out to Mayu or Kamijo or whatever.
What did I THINK when I was typing that! Since when have I become such an egoist and SO STUPID?!
You don't do this to the person you love. You just don't. And I've always been on the receiving end and thought I could never do that and here I am knowing what it's like to be the ass.
By all the gods in this world, please let this somehow become alright again. I want to say "Let's meet again, I want to somehow show you how sorry I am...", but when I try to type it or pick up the phone, I think I'm a bother. I've never worried about that before... but I'm so worried it could all go wrong, when things have never been so important. If I could just turn back time...
Emirukun