I dont know wat to do any more
daddy...
I used to be your pride and joy,
The girl that made you smile.
Now you never come home and talk to me,
I haven’t seen you in awhile.
I’m sorry if I don’t do enough,
To help make your life a little better.
But I really want to make things right,
That’s why I’m writing this letter.
I’m sorry if I’m not smart enough,
Or if I don’t always say the right thing.
The letters getting deeper now,
And my eyes are beginning to sting.
I’m sorry I do things
I know I’m not supposed to.
I don’t know why I don’t walk out the door
That I know I’m so close to.
I try so hard to make you proud,
But it’s just never enough.
I’ve been trying to tell you for so long,
But this is really tough.
No matter what I do,
To help you see,
It doesn’t matter,
Cuz you wont listen to me.
We have a problem.
Whether you admit it or not.
I’m being pushed away,
And she’s taking my spot.
It’s just like the other ones,
It’s gunna end up the same.
And I’m not staying around
To take the blame.
I have to go,
Before I disappoint you again.
I don’t know where,
I’m not sure when.
I love you daddy,
But you just don’t see.
How hard living with you
Is for me.
Don’t think that I love you
Any less than before.
I just have to see
What’s through that open door...
love alwaiz and 4ever..... ashley marie :-/