What to do What to do
Well i hate school i really do. I knew it was going to happen. I told myself i give up forgot all this stupid shit. it wont ever work out. forget it. so i semi did. and then hanging out with heather shane and joey i completely forgot about it I had soo much fun hanging with them but i know it was still in the back of my mind. i get to school today. i saw him and i was like oh wow. nevermind i dont. i want it soo bad but it will never happen. today at the end of the day lyle gave me a hug and zach was right there and he gave me a hug and it felt soo nice being in someones arms. i was like ahh. i didnt want it to go away. when he gave me a hug..i just wanted to freeze the moment. i felt some what special. but that wont ever happen again. tomorrow we have a game vs. jewish academy. i really hope we win. today was practice and i couldnt go cause i have an ortho. appointment. i hope drummond or morgan or someone tells her so she doesnt think im skipping. but heather i luv you.. good job...go for the gold dawg! (hehehe) make it happen! well ill talk to you hommies later. bye