I dont know anymore
I hate how he is mad at me...I hate how he wont talk to me...I hate how I suck at soccer....I hate how im soo ugly.....I hate how im soo fat....I hate how I can never have someone....I hate that I suck at everything...I hate how he screws with my mind...I hate how I go insane over something I know will never happen(it could of).....I hate how he makes me feel...I hate how I tell myself not to like him and I cant but inside I do I really do like him....I hate how at night I think about the times I was with him and what happened.....I hate how sometimes I think I like this one person but if I think hard, real hard I know I still like him....I hate how im soo confused....I hate how I never do anything....I hate how I never have anyone to hang with...I hate how I know I will never have anyone...I hate thinking....I hate this country....I hate how it all is