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well right now i am babysitting. im soo bored! patrick is asleep so im online writting in this. the computer is down in the basement and its really really cold down here. holy crap. well i finished all my english homework i just have my world history test to study for now. today was soo nice out i loved it! it was a little chilly but hey it was awesome! tomorrow im goin to the dedication thing at school. i think heather might come with hopefully! umm today was really boring. i was outside almost all day working on my kick. i had nothing better to do. yeah and someone is all mad ta me cause i wont tell them who i like. but why the hell do they care cause he has a girlfriend so he shouldnt be giving 2 shits about me. but whatever i guess. i dont care. everyone is tellling me i should do something about it. and oh my i want too soo bad. but i cant. i like freeze when i talk to him... holy shit even when i see him. its crazy. and my heart starts beating really fast. i havent felt like this in soo long. ok i cant really rememeber a time when i have felt like this. except last year. once with josh. but man this is almost everytime i see him. its out of control. this spring break im gonna get together with my cousin. its gonna be sweet! i havent seen her in soo long. well really nothing more to say except ill talk to you all later since she doesnt have instant messanger here.