All I can do is smile.
RYUTARO,
I've been crying my heart out for you since I received the news. Not in a thousand years did I hope nor imagine for this to happen. As painful as it may sound, I'm already accepting the fact little by little. But, it's different from saying that I accepted the fact that you are going to be gone for a long time. I want you to come back! I want to see you perform with JUMP once again .. To see your energetic faces in your concerts, to see you goofing off during the making of a PV.
As a fan, in this kind of situation , ALL I CAN DO IS SMILE.
Smile even if my heart is still taking the reality little by little. I never doubted you my dear hamster. I never did. I'm praying that your suspension may be lifted after a couple of months.
You said that your fan's smile can bring you smiles as well. This is all I can do for now. I want to give you my smile even if it's just worth a pinch of your happiness the I'll be glad to give it to you. I'm not really making sense right now because my mind is all messed up but I hope you get my point.
Today, in my scrapbook I wrote about what happened today and I hope that in the last page of my scrapbook, I can write " WELCOME HOME , RYUTARO" with a big smile.
I'll be waiting for you, dear hamster. ^^
I've been crying my heart out for you since I received the news. Not in a thousand years did I hope nor imagine for this to happen. As painful as it may sound, I'm already accepting the fact little by little. But, it's different from saying that I accepted the fact that you are going to be gone for a long time. I want you to come back! I want to see you perform with JUMP once again .. To see your energetic faces in your concerts, to see you goofing off during the making of a PV.
As a fan, in this kind of situation , ALL I CAN DO IS SMILE.
Smile even if my heart is still taking the reality little by little. I never doubted you my dear hamster. I never did. I'm praying that your suspension may be lifted after a couple of months.
You said that your fan's smile can bring you smiles as well. This is all I can do for now. I want to give you my smile even if it's just worth a pinch of your happiness the I'll be glad to give it to you. I'm not really making sense right now because my mind is all messed up but I hope you get my point.
Today, in my scrapbook I wrote about what happened today and I hope that in the last page of my scrapbook, I can write " WELCOME HOME , RYUTARO" with a big smile.
I'll be waiting for you, dear hamster. ^^