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it was a really good day. like no seriously it was. everything was good until.
a. i'm not going to be marshal this year because they are using last semesters grades to determine and even though i will be like in top ten after this semester(i'm doing really well in my 3 a.p. classes)...it doesn't matter. what kills me is that the 7th ranked guy in our class cheated on my mom's exam..and how half the other kdis had their grades changed. this isn't me being jealous...and for those who got their grades honestly...they deserve all congratulations...but i feel like i've worked my butt off to get my grades and i've taken really hard classes and yet people who went the easy way got the accolades. i suppose this is a life lesson and people keep telling me that karma will turn things around....but i just feel like i got the short end of the stick. boo hiss mr. gpa and class rank. you extinguished my happiness.
b. i went to the doctor today and there is a very good chance that i am going to have to have knee surgery this summer(if my knee hasn't improved by may i definitely will). i will be on crutches for two weeks and then in an immoblizer for 4 weeks. i'm trying to decide if i want to do it as soon as i get home from breakaway or after acs. regardless any chance of a mission trip or trail hike is out of the question which really bums me out. this on top of wisdom teeth is going to kill my summer. buummmerrr.
other than that i'm jsut happy to be alive and kicking. we had a kid from my school get shot this weekend. they say its a drug thing. go figure. anyway..a bunch of thugs were standing outside our school. it was kinda scary...and yet its sss. nothing really suprises me anymore
xoxo-E*FAR
a. i'm not going to be marshal this year because they are using last semesters grades to determine and even though i will be like in top ten after this semester(i'm doing really well in my 3 a.p. classes)...it doesn't matter. what kills me is that the 7th ranked guy in our class cheated on my mom's exam..and how half the other kdis had their grades changed. this isn't me being jealous...and for those who got their grades honestly...they deserve all congratulations...but i feel like i've worked my butt off to get my grades and i've taken really hard classes and yet people who went the easy way got the accolades. i suppose this is a life lesson and people keep telling me that karma will turn things around....but i just feel like i got the short end of the stick. boo hiss mr. gpa and class rank. you extinguished my happiness.
b. i went to the doctor today and there is a very good chance that i am going to have to have knee surgery this summer(if my knee hasn't improved by may i definitely will). i will be on crutches for two weeks and then in an immoblizer for 4 weeks. i'm trying to decide if i want to do it as soon as i get home from breakaway or after acs. regardless any chance of a mission trip or trail hike is out of the question which really bums me out. this on top of wisdom teeth is going to kill my summer. buummmerrr.
other than that i'm jsut happy to be alive and kicking. we had a kid from my school get shot this weekend. they say its a drug thing. go figure. anyway..a bunch of thugs were standing outside our school. it was kinda scary...and yet its sss. nothing really suprises me anymore
xoxo-E*FAR