Sep 16, 2005 01:11
was reading random entries (not random, they're my friends) when i noticed it was 1:15am and i am still at the goddman library.
it makes me want to cry.
the only time i feel active in my life is when i am breaking the rules of living a supposed organized life. which makes me just feel disconnected because i'm not following a set course.
which makes me feel stupid because what life has a set course.
i wish every night could be as provocative as last night was. alienation and intimate attachment are very strange befellows...