Amor Nervosa Deliria
I feel so vulnerable. Like anything, anything at all, can leave me feeling sad.
Case in point today: watching the "Remembering ECP Macdonald's" for urban sociology. Where are my repository of memories?
That aside, I just finished reading delirium.
I asked myself: to protect my heart, would i go through the procedure?
I was really tempted to say yes. No more pain, stable life, no more emotional crap from myself, no more feelings.
But deep down i know it's impossible; and i wouldn't go through with it. Because despite what has happened so far, the heart is yearning for love again. Doesn't matter if you're straight, gay or bi, everybody needs love. Happiness doesn't come from a guy (it's just a guy here because i'm straight). That sort of crazy, delirious happiness comes from love.
In the end, love will save, and kill, us all.
Case in point today: watching the "Remembering ECP Macdonald's" for urban sociology. Where are my repository of memories?
That aside, I just finished reading delirium.
I asked myself: to protect my heart, would i go through the procedure?
I was really tempted to say yes. No more pain, stable life, no more emotional crap from myself, no more feelings.
But deep down i know it's impossible; and i wouldn't go through with it. Because despite what has happened so far, the heart is yearning for love again. Doesn't matter if you're straight, gay or bi, everybody needs love. Happiness doesn't come from a guy (it's just a guy here because i'm straight). That sort of crazy, delirious happiness comes from love.
In the end, love will save, and kill, us all.