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There is something my husband is not revealing. He has his poker face on. I know it well.
And that is Steven's weakness. He believes I do not know who he is. That he has hidden that even from me. But I know him. I know him very well. But perhaps not well enough?
It is a gross hypocricy for me to sit here and speak of the horror of my husband keeping secrets from me. The secrets I kept from him almost destroyed our marraige. And yet I cannot help but suspect that he has not revealed to me everything. And that what he is hiding concerns David. It sounds like paranoia as I write this. And after what happened, how could fault me a little paranoia? But what if it is more than that?
And that is Steven's weakness. He believes I do not know who he is. That he has hidden that even from me. But I know him. I know him very well. But perhaps not well enough?
It is a gross hypocricy for me to sit here and speak of the horror of my husband keeping secrets from me. The secrets I kept from him almost destroyed our marraige. And yet I cannot help but suspect that he has not revealed to me everything. And that what he is hiding concerns David. It sounds like paranoia as I write this. And after what happened, how could fault me a little paranoia? But what if it is more than that?