Update
So today is Thanksgiving and it pretty much sucked. Thanksgiving just keeps getting worse and worse each year. It would be different if maybe I liked my family or they liked me. It's sad that I am not comfortable around my family. I just feel like I can't be myself because they would be ashamed. I don't know. And I hate when my parents fight, which they have been. And guilt keeps building up because I never take the time to see my Washburn friends. But I feel like they are mad at me and don't even want to talk to me anymore, which, I don't blame them really. I never get to see Kimberly anymore either cuz we're both like crazy busy. Plus I still want to hang out with my friends that I see more often too. I just can't wait for Christmas to get here. I love giving people their gifts and being relaxed and not have to worry about school. I hate working so much but I need the money so.. I don't really have a choice. Lately, sleep hasn't been a priority either. I just wish I could make things perfect so I wouldn't be so crabby all the time, lol.
-*Em*-
-*Em*-