Why am I so emotional?!

[emilysuek]

I hate being fat, seriously. I gain so much weight during the school year. And looking at peoples myspaces makes me sick. Why do the bitchiest people get to be so pretty? Their personality may be shitty but who fucking cares cuz they're gorgeous! I'm sick of Metamora and I can't wait to go to college. I'm seriously thinking about going to Purdue. I think I'm gonna send in the housing application I got so I can live there on my own!! Scarey but exciting! I don't have to work for the next 3 days.. that makes me happy. I really need to make time with all of my friends. I miss Kayleigh, Maggie, Korte, Kimberly, etc. God I'm such a bitch - they probably think so. I'm just so tired all the time from work and school and things just get me down so easily, I'm not gonna lie. Just mentioning a name or saying something the wrong way puts me in a pissy mood. I guess thats what I get for being a girl and being dumb and getting emotionally attached to people. Fuck it, I'm going to bed.

-*Em*-