baby talk baby talk
i miss:
driving with you, sitting next to you all close, in the middle seat....NOT the seat to the right, but the MIDDLE w/the lap belt; cuddling as you drive as if we're the stars of a film, a love story brought to life, my birthday, 6:44am, you wake me for an hour long cuddle, before heading off to school, attempting to take a photobooth picture, constantly retaking, while the finished product still ends up fuxxed, walking around your neighborhood, surburbia at its best and you ofcourse being silly, speeding down the road nearly zooming by instead of picking me up, giving you unlimited amounts of jolly good pina colada soda, laying together with the red sox on, as i think to myself..i can't believe he'd actually do this for me, watching the whole side of barnes and noble collapse as you eat your japanese food, looking all mellow and cool as i freak out and say: i wanna get outta here!, eating my spicy dinner @ noodles & company...you spitting ice in my direction, which temporarily saddens me in that kidding kind of way, watching howard stern late at nite, with our eyes half open...falling asleep, but amused at this wondrous television show that entertains, waking up to your beautiful brown eyes that take me to somewhere i didn't know existed, going to goodwill with you, looking at all the antiques, picking what we like best, you walking behind me with your arms wrapped around my shoulders, you calling me the baby bunny with blue eyes that was born in a blizzard, me thinking i wouldn't see you anymore yesterday, but you showing up at 9:02pm for a 5 minute cuddle, late nite grocery store trip, &&&ice cream treat, crying, bawling my eyes out, emotions flowing into your arms, chest, face...while you rub my back constantly, kiss me softly, stare at me gently, telling me it will be alright; for hours and hours on end...til we part our ways to the next tomorrow...
p.s. my cherished birthday present:
i am thankful tonite. thank you<3
driving with you, sitting next to you all close, in the middle seat....NOT the seat to the right, but the MIDDLE w/the lap belt; cuddling as you drive as if we're the stars of a film, a love story brought to life, my birthday, 6:44am, you wake me for an hour long cuddle, before heading off to school, attempting to take a photobooth picture, constantly retaking, while the finished product still ends up fuxxed, walking around your neighborhood, surburbia at its best and you ofcourse being silly, speeding down the road nearly zooming by instead of picking me up, giving you unlimited amounts of jolly good pina colada soda, laying together with the red sox on, as i think to myself..i can't believe he'd actually do this for me, watching the whole side of barnes and noble collapse as you eat your japanese food, looking all mellow and cool as i freak out and say: i wanna get outta here!, eating my spicy dinner @ noodles & company...you spitting ice in my direction, which temporarily saddens me in that kidding kind of way, watching howard stern late at nite, with our eyes half open...falling asleep, but amused at this wondrous television show that entertains, waking up to your beautiful brown eyes that take me to somewhere i didn't know existed, going to goodwill with you, looking at all the antiques, picking what we like best, you walking behind me with your arms wrapped around my shoulders, you calling me the baby bunny with blue eyes that was born in a blizzard, me thinking i wouldn't see you anymore yesterday, but you showing up at 9:02pm for a 5 minute cuddle, late nite grocery store trip, &&&ice cream treat, crying, bawling my eyes out, emotions flowing into your arms, chest, face...while you rub my back constantly, kiss me softly, stare at me gently, telling me it will be alright; for hours and hours on end...til we part our ways to the next tomorrow...
p.s. my cherished birthday present:
i am thankful tonite. thank you<3