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wow today im actually going to eat breakfast. ive been staaaaaaaaarving lately, but then i eat two bites and get full. all year long ive been making sure i walk 3-4 times a week just to stay healthy. i stopped doing that about a month ago...and suddenly lost like 7 pounds and i dont know why. my metabolism has sped up MAJORLY. i dont really understand but all i know is my pants are all falling off me. i guess that isnt such a bad thing but still. i suppose when the holidays come (freaky im already mentioning them) that ill be back to my old 120lb self. i have an hour and 20 min before i leave for work...working 10-3. im gonna talk to the human resources woman at my work and be like yo im looking for a full time job now hook me up, but im sooo soooo shy. i should've done this a long ass time ago. its easier when i visualize it in my head but when i think of actually calling the woman up from my desk i get SO nervous. here's the plan: im gonna call her and be like "do you have a couple minutes? id like to come see you about something." then ill go whenever she's free and say "i graduated college and am in need of a full time job, if something comes up here could you please let me know?" it seems easy written down!!!!!!!!!! but i know im gonna get nervous and i might not end up doing it, but i must. it won't hurt. blah. toasted oatmeal squares here i come...