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i think i'm done with "dating" guys for a while. as always, i got hurt again. bad. just the thought of another relationship makes me cringe. i think its nothing but random hook-ups from now on. no attachments. that way, i can never get hurt. good plan. can you honestly tell me how someone can look me straight into the eye, and lie to my face over and over again. and then make me feel terrible for not believing them. how can you do that without feeling at least a little guilt? was everything he said a lie? was i not good enough for him to be happy with me and me only? did he think i was stupid? i knew what was going on. i am not an idiot. and he still has the nerve to try to talk to me. and tell me he loves me. i..am..really...pissed..off.
halloween weekend was awesome. after school on friday, olivia and i went to the oregon district, had coffee at the emporium, checked out all the hippie stores. and ooommmmggggg i found the hottest cowboy boots at this vintage store for 25 dollars. good deal man.friday night olivia and i went to the gathering grounds to see her friend tim play his geetar. he was too emo and kept glancing at olivia when he was singing because he is obsessed with her. cant say i blame him, she is pretty hot. saturday: mary, olivia, krissy and i went to see the grudge. it was sooo scary! i wouldnt be surprised if olivia has bite marks on her arm or something. i was cuddled up against her more than i was actually watching the movie. i got yelled at because i said (way too loudly, i might add) "GREAT! great. a curse. this is excellent. absolutely amazing!" woops. then we went trick or treating YES! it was so funny. vanessa, liz, leslie,sammy, and olivia were the spice girls, and they looked just like them! then we went to a party. and emilyy "accidentally" made out with grant's best friend. woops.
this weekend is sadie hawkins baby. and am i going with a guy? no! I am going with a bunch of hot drunk girls. yes. it..will..be..awesome. it has a country theme, so we all have matching wifebeaters that say "rough ryders" hahaa. it should be awesome. then we'll go party afterwards.
im nervous about this election. all i have to say is Good luck Kerry. all i can do is hope for the best.
halloween weekend was awesome. after school on friday, olivia and i went to the oregon district, had coffee at the emporium, checked out all the hippie stores. and ooommmmggggg i found the hottest cowboy boots at this vintage store for 25 dollars. good deal man.friday night olivia and i went to the gathering grounds to see her friend tim play his geetar. he was too emo and kept glancing at olivia when he was singing because he is obsessed with her. cant say i blame him, she is pretty hot. saturday: mary, olivia, krissy and i went to see the grudge. it was sooo scary! i wouldnt be surprised if olivia has bite marks on her arm or something. i was cuddled up against her more than i was actually watching the movie. i got yelled at because i said (way too loudly, i might add) "GREAT! great. a curse. this is excellent. absolutely amazing!" woops. then we went trick or treating YES! it was so funny. vanessa, liz, leslie,sammy, and olivia were the spice girls, and they looked just like them! then we went to a party. and emilyy "accidentally" made out with grant's best friend. woops.
this weekend is sadie hawkins baby. and am i going with a guy? no! I am going with a bunch of hot drunk girls. yes. it..will..be..awesome. it has a country theme, so we all have matching wifebeaters that say "rough ryders" hahaa. it should be awesome. then we'll go party afterwards.
im nervous about this election. all i have to say is Good luck Kerry. all i can do is hope for the best.