Aug 18, 2004 19:12
i hate journalism so much. it makes me sick to my stomach. i guess its my problem that i stress too much. im trying to be positive, but i really hate the idea of people reading articles that i write. i dont want to sell ads to buisnesses, and i dont want people to rely on me to get something done. if i screw up in my math class, im the only one who gets screwed, but if i mess up in journalism, everyone is pissed off. my parents got fed up with me crying about it, so they are going to let me drop it. my dad told me that hes dissapointed in me. it makes me want to cry just thinking about it. after he said that, i agreed to stick it out, but my mom was like "no no, youare going to be miserable, but we are really dissapointed." i feel like such a failure, but maybe thats just cus i am a failure.
Emily