Oct 12, 2005 18:54
well here i sit in class. listening to my teacher blab.. dont really care about what he is talking about. never have? it's about our writting assignment. will i do it? probably not? it's due next wednesday. we aren't having class on halloween!! woo!! that makes me happy. my mom shut my cellphone off for now. i am highly PISSED off about it!i'm going through withdraws from text messaging. but i found out how to do it from verizonwireless.com. which is okay i guess... but not really as much fun as from the cellphone. that will eventually be turned back on. well as soon as i come up with $141.00 which probably wont be for a while because i have a speeding ticket due this coming wednesday. $125.00. THAT SUCKS!!!! i have to give an oreintation at AE on Sunday morning to like 15-20 NEW PEOPLE!!! i dont talk... careless in front of THAT many people!! oh well. i guess i will just have to get over it. i had to talk in front of a bunch of people at Bass Pro one day too... that was ok. nervous until i was finished.. haha. i dont like being the "center of attention" at all! oh well. it happens i guess. things are a little weird w/ my life right now. can't decide what to do with school next semester. wanna go away but then i can't really. should i wait until the fall of next year to leave? my mom says i am totally on my own once i leave salem. she wont help me at all. and i totally believe her. woudln't put it past her... or jeff for that matter. she has been such a bitch lately.. i think i'm going to start staying at my dads. i used to hate him but now.. i'm slowly getting over it. so who knows? well, i guess i maybe should pay attention to what the old fart has to talk about. Love you all!!! =)