how much longer until graduation?!?!!?!?
well, today officially SUCKED! worst day of my life. i dont even want to get into why it was so bad really. well the main part anyone. some people know, some people don't. i'm just ready to graduate and get the hell outta salem high school! i honestly don't think i can make it the last few weeks here. no wonder people drop out w/ a few weeks left. i'm so stressed and that puts me in a shitty mood, then i'm shitty to Evan because nothing he does is good enough for me. and then he gets mad and i bitch even more. i just need to graduate.
i went and signed up for classes tonight, at a college. how scary. it's so weird that i'm going to college, kinda scary, yet i'm so happy about it! i've decided i'm NOT going to cry on graduation day, i'm not going to cry when everyone else goes back to school and i'm not, and well, i'm just not gonna cry. i'm not going to miss the place at all. i'll miss some of the people, but not all that many (the ones i will miss, you know who you are) uhg~ i just dont know. lol
i did find out some other shitty news!!!! ZEB AND CHARLEE FREAKIN BOUGHT A DAMN HOUSE!!!! TOGETHER! lol but i guess that's to be expected since they are getting MARRIED on November 2nd. what the hell? i jsut dont understand. he hated and i mean HATED her a day before they started going together. i just dont understand... will NEVER understand. but whatever.
i think i've decided what i want to become "when i grow up" okay, in a year. lol but no one seems to think i'll be able to do it, because i'm to stupid and 'i wont ever make anything of myself' i'll be just like my mom, working in a factory my whole life. well ya know what, i have something to say (that line came from my idiot dad, a while ago) at least i'm not a fucking drug head and all that shit. i can say i'm perfectly clean!!! never done the shit. he's just an asshole and needs to be knocked out! fewww... lol i feel a little better... kinda.. haha
i hope tomorrow is a better day. i really do. i got my prom dress back today. fits great! now i just need to buy jewlery. dont know what to get or anything. i'll probably wait until the day before prom to buy it.. cause i'm broke. stupid mcdonalds. they just dont pay enough.
well, i'm gonna stop bitchin now and go to bed. Have a great night! =)
**sorry i bitched so much, this is the only way i can 'vent' because i have no one to talk to... =/ ****
i went and signed up for classes tonight, at a college. how scary. it's so weird that i'm going to college, kinda scary, yet i'm so happy about it! i've decided i'm NOT going to cry on graduation day, i'm not going to cry when everyone else goes back to school and i'm not, and well, i'm just not gonna cry. i'm not going to miss the place at all. i'll miss some of the people, but not all that many (the ones i will miss, you know who you are) uhg~ i just dont know. lol
i did find out some other shitty news!!!! ZEB AND CHARLEE FREAKIN BOUGHT A DAMN HOUSE!!!! TOGETHER! lol but i guess that's to be expected since they are getting MARRIED on November 2nd. what the hell? i jsut dont understand. he hated and i mean HATED her a day before they started going together. i just dont understand... will NEVER understand. but whatever.
i think i've decided what i want to become "when i grow up" okay, in a year. lol but no one seems to think i'll be able to do it, because i'm to stupid and 'i wont ever make anything of myself' i'll be just like my mom, working in a factory my whole life. well ya know what, i have something to say (that line came from my idiot dad, a while ago) at least i'm not a fucking drug head and all that shit. i can say i'm perfectly clean!!! never done the shit. he's just an asshole and needs to be knocked out! fewww... lol i feel a little better... kinda.. haha
i hope tomorrow is a better day. i really do. i got my prom dress back today. fits great! now i just need to buy jewlery. dont know what to get or anything. i'll probably wait until the day before prom to buy it.. cause i'm broke. stupid mcdonalds. they just dont pay enough.
well, i'm gonna stop bitchin now and go to bed. Have a great night! =)
**sorry i bitched so much, this is the only way i can 'vent' because i have no one to talk to... =/ ****