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I feel as if maybe I should be updating. It's been awhile since I've written anything of meaning. And things have been happening. I'm not sure if I want to write it out, so maybe I shouldn't be updating at all. The thing is, everytime I get excited about something and write it in here and tell everyone, it tends to fall through. And I don't want that happening again. I want something to work out for once.
I've been single for 3 months on next Sunday! Woah. Things might be finally straightening themselves out in my life. It feels like it at least. I've stopped doing a lot of the things I hated myself for. That is a huge accomplishment. I don't even want to do that stuff anymore, because I know how bad I felt afterwards.
I want to be in love.
I think I'm almost to the point where I could give someone my all. Maybe for the first time in my life I'll be ready for a relationship.
Do you know how amazing that would be?
I've been single for 3 months on next Sunday! Woah. Things might be finally straightening themselves out in my life. It feels like it at least. I've stopped doing a lot of the things I hated myself for. That is a huge accomplishment. I don't even want to do that stuff anymore, because I know how bad I felt afterwards.
I want to be in love.
I think I'm almost to the point where I could give someone my all. Maybe for the first time in my life I'll be ready for a relationship.
Do you know how amazing that would be?