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Today, I went on a really long walk by myself. I was supposed to be at the library and downtown. I just walked instead. My nose was cold, and my hands were numb, but my mind was clear and that's all that really mattered today.
Everyday the temptations are getting stronger, everyday it gets a little harder to resist them.
I walked and walked and walked, I walked until I didnt know where I was anymore and then I turned around, this seems like a common occurrence for me lately. I kind of like the alone time. It gives me time to think.
But today I was thinking of all the places I haven't visited in so long. All my favorite places. I'm not sure if I'm afraid of facing my past and letting all the memories flow through me or if i'm just wary of the whole idea.
But I decided it was better to face my fears then to hide behind them.
So one of these weekends I'm going to all the places I can visit locally.
Including:
Tumalo falls.
Mt. Bachelor.
View Point.
That place on the golf course that alway gave me the chills.
That hill top, the one where we sat in your cars until early in the morning looking at the city.
Cascade.
That trail I used to run every morning.
Shevlin Park.
Pioneer park.
and all the other parks we used to visit.
If anyone would like to join me, be my guest. But it really makes no difference to me.
I've also been thinking about all of the people I've put aside..
and I want to catch up with them as well.
They Include:
Tony West.
Sam Willey.
Aeshly Nutter
Andrea Polley.
Ethan Price.
Keith O'Dell.
Emily Lynch.
Everyday the temptations are getting stronger, everyday it gets a little harder to resist them.
I walked and walked and walked, I walked until I didnt know where I was anymore and then I turned around, this seems like a common occurrence for me lately. I kind of like the alone time. It gives me time to think.
But today I was thinking of all the places I haven't visited in so long. All my favorite places. I'm not sure if I'm afraid of facing my past and letting all the memories flow through me or if i'm just wary of the whole idea.
But I decided it was better to face my fears then to hide behind them.
So one of these weekends I'm going to all the places I can visit locally.
Including:
Tumalo falls.
Mt. Bachelor.
View Point.
That place on the golf course that alway gave me the chills.
That hill top, the one where we sat in your cars until early in the morning looking at the city.
Cascade.
That trail I used to run every morning.
Shevlin Park.
Pioneer park.
and all the other parks we used to visit.
If anyone would like to join me, be my guest. But it really makes no difference to me.
I've also been thinking about all of the people I've put aside..
and I want to catch up with them as well.
They Include:
Tony West.
Sam Willey.
Aeshly Nutter
Andrea Polley.
Ethan Price.
Keith O'Dell.
Emily Lynch.