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Tomorrow is my last day at work and Friday is the MPRE. Sunday is my flight down south. I am so sad about every single one of those events.
My goal tomorrow is not to cry when people start telling me goodbye. I don't want to be one of those girls...it's pretty silly anyway. Then the MPRE- oh god. I really haven't studied at all. I've just been so busy. My practice tests keep coming back as well below passing. I know I'm capable of passing, but maybe just not this time. I didn't have the benefit of attending a video lecture and I didn't get to study at all in July, so hopefully it's just a bad set of circumstances. Hopefully I'll come close to passing and then will pass easily in November after some proper studying.
I want to be excited about spending time with my extended family next week and visiting my dad, but I really just want it to be a year from now already. I want to have graduated and studied for the bar and taken it and looking for a job. I want to not be in Buffalo anymore (no offense to Buffalonians- it's just not my thing). More than anything I want to come back here and settle into a job and a life for a few years.....
But before I do that I have to deal with tomorrow and the MPRE and I have to go back to Buffalo for a while. Then I can start having exactly what I want and I don't have to compromise as much anymore....at least that's what I keep telling myself.
My goal tomorrow is not to cry when people start telling me goodbye. I don't want to be one of those girls...it's pretty silly anyway. Then the MPRE- oh god. I really haven't studied at all. I've just been so busy. My practice tests keep coming back as well below passing. I know I'm capable of passing, but maybe just not this time. I didn't have the benefit of attending a video lecture and I didn't get to study at all in July, so hopefully it's just a bad set of circumstances. Hopefully I'll come close to passing and then will pass easily in November after some proper studying.
I want to be excited about spending time with my extended family next week and visiting my dad, but I really just want it to be a year from now already. I want to have graduated and studied for the bar and taken it and looking for a job. I want to not be in Buffalo anymore (no offense to Buffalonians- it's just not my thing). More than anything I want to come back here and settle into a job and a life for a few years.....
But before I do that I have to deal with tomorrow and the MPRE and I have to go back to Buffalo for a while. Then I can start having exactly what I want and I don't have to compromise as much anymore....at least that's what I keep telling myself.