Mar 25, 2004 18:01
Today sucked soo fucking bad. it was awful. I hate everything about this day. Everything that happened sucked. Everyone is pissing me off. I totally tweaked on someone. I've been in such a bad mood. It's so ridiculous.
It's weird though, normally i'd be so ridiculously upset and sad and mad and crying. but i just don't feel anything anymore. I think i have gave up. not strong of me? i suppose. but i don't care. I have lost all hope, all motivation, there is no point to life anymore. There is no reason to try. I give up. I give the fuck up.
I hate my brother. I hate him. I really do.
Ugh, fuck you all.
♥ Emily