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So today was the first day of Junior year. A little bit not as good as I hoped/imagined. I guess I just had this picture in my mind of all the kids I hung with this summer hanging out together and just have a continued, more education oriented version of summer time.
Well, I guess reality smacked me in the face this morning when I remembered the kids I hung out with this summer are all in different groups. And I'm not too sure which one I fit into. I don't have many classes with my friends and I'm afraid of growing apart from them. Especially Morgan for some reason. I really don't know what my obsession is with morgan,haha.
Well it was sorta cool going to Super Torta with Jerred, David, Morgan, and Libby today. I'm so glad she got to come. We saw Peter and Jeff there which was weird because he's my beef and I had no idea he was going to be there.
Which was also kind of weird. I didn't see him like at all today. We were in the same building all day and at the same restaurant for lunch but I really spoke like 10 words to him.
I hope it's not like this all the time. I tried to hang out with him but then I got assigned a ton of HW las period and I knew I had choir so I had to cancel. I felt bad but I don't really think he cared either way.
Oh well. I know the first always sucks so hopefully it gets better soon. I'm sure it will. I just don't want to get left out of things, you know?
Where's my mom she should be home by now I ahve to leave in 15 minutes for choir.
Well, I guess reality smacked me in the face this morning when I remembered the kids I hung out with this summer are all in different groups. And I'm not too sure which one I fit into. I don't have many classes with my friends and I'm afraid of growing apart from them. Especially Morgan for some reason. I really don't know what my obsession is with morgan,haha.
Well it was sorta cool going to Super Torta with Jerred, David, Morgan, and Libby today. I'm so glad she got to come. We saw Peter and Jeff there which was weird because he's my beef and I had no idea he was going to be there.
Which was also kind of weird. I didn't see him like at all today. We were in the same building all day and at the same restaurant for lunch but I really spoke like 10 words to him.
I hope it's not like this all the time. I tried to hang out with him but then I got assigned a ton of HW las period and I knew I had choir so I had to cancel. I felt bad but I don't really think he cared either way.
Oh well. I know the first always sucks so hopefully it gets better soon. I'm sure it will. I just don't want to get left out of things, you know?
Where's my mom she should be home by now I ahve to leave in 15 minutes for choir.