May 02, 2005 22:49
Yeah yeah yeah... I know it’s been like 3 months since I've posted in here... but since I’ve been WITH all of my friends when everything has happened to me, it hasn’t really been necessary to post. But now that things are changing... and people are coming and going, ive decided to start posting again.
Haven’t talked to Doug or Jane since that weekend, I’m finally ok with not talking to Doug. Not talking to Jane has made this the best 3 months since high school started. I finally feel like I'm rid of all the drama, no one seems to hate me anymore. Beca and I are cool again, but Jes is leaving for Arizona on Wednesday. It sucks, because as much as I want to stay friends with her, she only seems to call or IM me when she needs something. I don’t think she does it on purpose, it’s just that the both of us are so busy with everything going on in our lives we simply don’t have time for each other. I know that it’s hard for her to be friends with me sometimes, because she and Doug have such a history and now that he hates me she doesn’t really know if it’s OK to be cool with me. I’m really gonna miss her when she leaves, she’s an awful lot like me and it’s nice to have someone around to relate to.
So I never thought I’d say this again, since working at Baron’s, but I love my job. And that’s a pathetic thing to say, because my job sucks! Let’s be serious, I’m a waitress at a freakin chain restaurant! I’ve been there for what, not quite 4 months and already the GM is trying to tell me he wants to make me a supervisor?? You know that there’s something fishy going on with that… when there are plenty more deserving people who have been there longer than me. I think maybe that’s part of it though, that he wants people who aren’t really a part of the Watchung “family” to be the supervisors. And let’s not even APPROACH the fact that I’ve known most of that staff since long before I started working there.
I think I’ve filled you all in on enough for now. I had forgotten how medicinal this is, and I just wish I had more time to type in here. So for now, remember I still love all but ONE of you, and to that one,
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE YOU UGLY BACKSTABBING BITCH