"Big Red....if you don't chew it then fuck you!!!!"
It just hit me that my roommate is moving out on thursday & I will be living alone. I've been living w/ her for the past 2 years, so it's gonna be kinda weird/sad not having her around. Unfortunately a lot of stuff in the apartment is hers, so i'm gonna have to dish out some dough (that I don't have) to get some new things like a TV for my living room.
When she leaves I wanna clean this place up & get it looking nice....well as nice as it can look. lol.
I'm kinda freaking out about having to pay all the bills myself, i'm used to splitting them w/ someone & they still aren't cheap. However I would rather be alone than living w/ my original future roommate. I dodged a bullet w/ that one. I'd rather fork over the extra money than live in misery.
It is so freakin hot here!!!!!! I HATE it!!!!! I would almost rather that it was snowing than this......
It sucks, I just got through my summer classes & I already start school like a week from now. It blows, I so do not wanna start going back to class. I'm gonna be at my internship like 24/7. :( I hope I like it cuz if not it's gonna be a LONG year!
I feel like my friend is mad at me. She called me wednesday needing a ride from the train, however I was at the bar w/ my boss cuz that's just what we do. So I didn't end up picking her up cuz I was drinking. I was hungover the next day & she asked me to come over for dinner. She lives outta town & I just didn't wanna go b/c I was tired from the night b4.
Well she kinda gave me crap about it. She also said a couple other things that I won't go into but none of it is really her business & it kinda pissed me off. I don't want her to be mad but it's like everything always has to be on HER terms....the one time I don't wanna do something she gets mad & it's not really fair. So I hope she's not seriously ticked off, but if she is oh well. I hate feeling like ppl are mad, ppl get pissed for the dumbest reasons!!!! I need to just stop caring. I always worry about what everyone else thinks, I need to just say screw it!
It's move in week, so work is gonna be insane. Kyle comes back on saturday, I get knots in my stomach just thinking about it. :( It'll be interesting to see how this year turns out. On friday I was at the bar again w/ my boss & co-workers & I just kinda lost it. My friend I work w/ was just like what's wrong & I immediately started crying in front of everyone we were w/. I felt so stupid, but when the tears start coming I can't stop them. I was drunk, so that doesn't help....I hate how our emotions are intensified when we're drinking.
I think I have a new fave drink, absolut pear & cranberry....it sounds weird but is really good, it doesn't even taste like alcohol!
When she leaves I wanna clean this place up & get it looking nice....well as nice as it can look. lol.
I'm kinda freaking out about having to pay all the bills myself, i'm used to splitting them w/ someone & they still aren't cheap. However I would rather be alone than living w/ my original future roommate. I dodged a bullet w/ that one. I'd rather fork over the extra money than live in misery.
It is so freakin hot here!!!!!! I HATE it!!!!! I would almost rather that it was snowing than this......
It sucks, I just got through my summer classes & I already start school like a week from now. It blows, I so do not wanna start going back to class. I'm gonna be at my internship like 24/7. :( I hope I like it cuz if not it's gonna be a LONG year!
I feel like my friend is mad at me. She called me wednesday needing a ride from the train, however I was at the bar w/ my boss cuz that's just what we do. So I didn't end up picking her up cuz I was drinking. I was hungover the next day & she asked me to come over for dinner. She lives outta town & I just didn't wanna go b/c I was tired from the night b4.
Well she kinda gave me crap about it. She also said a couple other things that I won't go into but none of it is really her business & it kinda pissed me off. I don't want her to be mad but it's like everything always has to be on HER terms....the one time I don't wanna do something she gets mad & it's not really fair. So I hope she's not seriously ticked off, but if she is oh well. I hate feeling like ppl are mad, ppl get pissed for the dumbest reasons!!!! I need to just stop caring. I always worry about what everyone else thinks, I need to just say screw it!
It's move in week, so work is gonna be insane. Kyle comes back on saturday, I get knots in my stomach just thinking about it. :( It'll be interesting to see how this year turns out. On friday I was at the bar again w/ my boss & co-workers & I just kinda lost it. My friend I work w/ was just like what's wrong & I immediately started crying in front of everyone we were w/. I felt so stupid, but when the tears start coming I can't stop them. I was drunk, so that doesn't help....I hate how our emotions are intensified when we're drinking.
I think I have a new fave drink, absolut pear & cranberry....it sounds weird but is really good, it doesn't even taste like alcohol!