stream of conscience.
i'm already stressed about school. since i've decided i now know EXACTLY what i want to be and have figured out what it is, i have so much weight on my shoulders to follow through and achieve it.
only thing is, it'll take forever and a half (as in i'll be about twenty eight when i become a doctor, and many more years to specialize in the endocrine system) to get there. being a doctor isn't an easy career to acquire. but it's something i've known i wanted to do forever and have finally admitted i want to work with the reproductive endocrine systems. because HOLYCRAP they're so damn interesting.
and REs make $300k as a starting salary.
three. hundred. THOUSAND. reaching up to about 400k later in the career.
which is enough to buy a lovely home in a coastal suburb and travel a lot and have a summer home in scotland and live a fabulous life with a shiny new car and a maid and live like my parents never can. which is what i want SO badly. i want to be able to jet off to wherever the hell i feel like jetting off to and i want to be able to adopt a kid and spoil them.
but in the mean time i will stress about AP biology and getting into williams and getting a job and selling the house and not inhaling too much paint in my room.
phil was an asshole to me and i want him to admit it, damnit. he played with my emotions and then got all weird. and he was mean to kellie. jerkface.
and holy freaking crap i got the coolest new glasses. very 'geeky chic' as the lady put them. they're purple and clubmaster style. calvin klein. and i'm in love~
why is china so damn far away? i wish i was there. no i don't, actually, china scares the bejeebus outta me. i wish she was here with me. i miss her, dearly. i just wanna hug her.
lost 7lbs in a week last week, yay? meh. i'm excited.
dying my hair next week... more blonde.
need to finish reading work.
need to start APUSH work.
need to sleep more.
need to...
stop stressing.
only thing is, it'll take forever and a half (as in i'll be about twenty eight when i become a doctor, and many more years to specialize in the endocrine system) to get there. being a doctor isn't an easy career to acquire. but it's something i've known i wanted to do forever and have finally admitted i want to work with the reproductive endocrine systems. because HOLYCRAP they're so damn interesting.
and REs make $300k as a starting salary.
three. hundred. THOUSAND. reaching up to about 400k later in the career.
which is enough to buy a lovely home in a coastal suburb and travel a lot and have a summer home in scotland and live a fabulous life with a shiny new car and a maid and live like my parents never can. which is what i want SO badly. i want to be able to jet off to wherever the hell i feel like jetting off to and i want to be able to adopt a kid and spoil them.
but in the mean time i will stress about AP biology and getting into williams and getting a job and selling the house and not inhaling too much paint in my room.
phil was an asshole to me and i want him to admit it, damnit. he played with my emotions and then got all weird. and he was mean to kellie. jerkface.
and holy freaking crap i got the coolest new glasses. very 'geeky chic' as the lady put them. they're purple and clubmaster style. calvin klein. and i'm in love~
why is china so damn far away? i wish i was there. no i don't, actually, china scares the bejeebus outta me. i wish she was here with me. i miss her, dearly. i just wanna hug her.
lost 7lbs in a week last week, yay? meh. i'm excited.
dying my hair next week... more blonde.
need to finish reading work.
need to start APUSH work.
need to sleep more.
need to...
stop stressing.