E.o.S.
It's been a slew of emotions for the past week, many of which have led to unhappy circumstances and complications. I blame it on the hormones - they say there is a biological reason women become moody before they start their monthly ordeal... I cried, seriously cried that is, for the first time last night. I tried to cry earlier this week because I could tell that I needed to, but I couldn't force myself to feel sad enough to generate actual tears. Last night though, I sobbed my eyes out, and it felt amazing. Gosh, I haven't cried like that in almost a year. The days have been rather monotonous, though definitely stained with more tension that I would prefer. Mostly, I'm still trying to figure out what my project for the summer will be, and it's becoming quite the endeavor. I've considered other alternatives, but I'm not entirely sure that will get me anywhere either. It's getting a little bit chilly here in my car. I really hope Nick returns from the airport soon...