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i think there's a point where list-making and goal-setting becomes pointless, where the body is more powerful than the mind. my physical cravings couldn't be stopped by my brain.
i am extremely upset at myself for my lack of self discipline and will power this weekend. i over exercised, which lead to being completely exhausted rest of the day, watched 2 chick flicks instead of practicing yesterday, and sinfully devoured two donut holes and cookies today. so much for the "no more stress eating" sign staring at me right now.
i want something to change. i'm thinking a haircut. with lots of hair chopped off. i'm so lazy, it's to the point where i'd rather sit here extremely uncomfortable with my legs crossed than going across the hall to pee.
so much negative energy coming from me right now.
i am extremely upset at myself for my lack of self discipline and will power this weekend. i over exercised, which lead to being completely exhausted rest of the day, watched 2 chick flicks instead of practicing yesterday, and sinfully devoured two donut holes and cookies today. so much for the "no more stress eating" sign staring at me right now.
i want something to change. i'm thinking a haircut. with lots of hair chopped off. i'm so lazy, it's to the point where i'd rather sit here extremely uncomfortable with my legs crossed than going across the hall to pee.
so much negative energy coming from me right now.