crush.
So, it's about that older boy I'm obsessed about again. It's crazy how talking to him can just elevate my mood a millilon times. He makes me want to be a better person. He makes me want to quit playing the field. And he most definitely takes up most of the thinking capacity in my little brain. We've got a 4th date coming up. And he hasn't even touched me at all, not even a hug. This is all so...different...it's going well I guess. Slowly, but almost surely.
I went on an ice lugeing trip last weekend in Michigan. On our way back we lost control of the car on a freeway and hit the jersey barrier, and had to stand for 30 minutes in an Indiana freeway to wait for the tow truck. It was miserable. And a reminder of how crazy, precious, and unpredictable life is.
Deactivated facebook.
Uninstalled AIM.
And the gym is now a reward for having practiced and finished my homework.