drowning, deep inside your water

[emilyemilyemily]

there's this feeling that i haven't had for awhile...where you're excited, but so afraid to be excited. you come home from spending 4 hours in a Lincoln Park cafe with him and download songs you heard in the car. you tell yourself to let it go, that nothing's there, but that weird nervous feeling keeps on growing.

i really can't get into this, he's too perfect for me. too old, too nice, too athletic, too charming, too chivalrous, too good looking, too funny.

seriously. get over it already.

gym time, run it off.