"but the bricks always get torn up again..."
I want someone to listen to The Magnetic Field's "Absolutely Cuckoo" with me and feel like they have been in love.
I want someone who will run through the sprinklers at Carallon Park around 2 a.m. with me and not ask why or tell me I'm behaving like a child.
I want to stand on the sidewalk and sing whatever song comes into my heart as loud as I can until my voice is sore and my ears are ringing.
I want to feel comfortable when I walk into a room full of people I've never met.
I want to feel at home somewhere, no matter where it is.
I want to lay in a field with someone on a picnic blanket and pick out the shapes in the clouds and then fall asleep on his shoulder for so long that his arm goes numb, but he really won't mind.
I want to ice skate for the first time ever and have someone/anyone to help me up when I fall, but laugh at me afterwards.
I want to stand tall on the top of the parking garage and feel the wind whipping my hair around my face.
I want to see someone I knew from childhood and be able to remember them with ease.
I want to close my eyes and not see black anymore. I want to daydream things so big that I can't even fathom them.
*sigh*
If only...