It's my birthday
Hey all. It's reallyearly in the morning on my birthday...I jsut got back form a visit to neals' house.. and some of us know what that means... wink wink.
I almost cried ont he drive home. I dont' think I'm going to hang out with Neal again until Oktoerfest... Approx. 40 days ago I was sooo excited about my birthday solely because I was going be recieving a huge package fromm Graeme. IT was actually goignt o be the highlight of my life.... but he deided that we shoudl NEVER talk again. I miss talking to him. Seeing him..I flat out miss him. Very much. I didn't let myself cry about him... partly because I was driving, and it woudl have been super dangerous... and partly because i really don't need or want to anymore.
So I got over the concept of a lack of Graeme on the B-day... but then got sad that none of my Katimavik family is going to be around for it! I loved Katimavik birthdays. But I did cheer up a bit when I realised that Steph and maybe Micah were gonna make their way out to Grace O'Malley's for a drink! I really wish Trev was still in town. But he will enjoy his birthdya tomorror probably a lot more because he's home in Nova Scotia.
Other than that... my mom got angry at me today because I leave messes "all ove the house" and she doesnt' know what to get me for my birthday...and whatever whatever.. so I just told her that a birthday breakfast would be great.. unfortunately she has dogs booked al day fro grooming... so we have to actually go int he morning. She also said we could only do it if her boyf/ fiance coudl come along... I thought about it for 2 minutes... ard realised that if Wally comes that she wont' A) listen to me when I'm talking b) talk to me or c) won't even aknowledge that my sister adn I are at breakfast. So I told her that it was my birthday breakfast and that I wanted it to be jstu us girls.
But really Id' be happy is it were juse me and Zoe.
Needless to say I will be waking up in 5 hours to go out for akward breakfast with mother and the lovely Zoe.
Good night all.
I almost cried ont he drive home. I dont' think I'm going to hang out with Neal again until Oktoerfest... Approx. 40 days ago I was sooo excited about my birthday solely because I was going be recieving a huge package fromm Graeme. IT was actually goignt o be the highlight of my life.... but he deided that we shoudl NEVER talk again. I miss talking to him. Seeing him..I flat out miss him. Very much. I didn't let myself cry about him... partly because I was driving, and it woudl have been super dangerous... and partly because i really don't need or want to anymore.
So I got over the concept of a lack of Graeme on the B-day... but then got sad that none of my Katimavik family is going to be around for it! I loved Katimavik birthdays. But I did cheer up a bit when I realised that Steph and maybe Micah were gonna make their way out to Grace O'Malley's for a drink! I really wish Trev was still in town. But he will enjoy his birthdya tomorror probably a lot more because he's home in Nova Scotia.
Other than that... my mom got angry at me today because I leave messes "all ove the house" and she doesnt' know what to get me for my birthday...and whatever whatever.. so I just told her that a birthday breakfast would be great.. unfortunately she has dogs booked al day fro grooming... so we have to actually go int he morning. She also said we could only do it if her boyf/ fiance coudl come along... I thought about it for 2 minutes... ard realised that if Wally comes that she wont' A) listen to me when I'm talking b) talk to me or c) won't even aknowledge that my sister adn I are at breakfast. So I told her that it was my birthday breakfast and that I wanted it to be jstu us girls.
But really Id' be happy is it were juse me and Zoe.
Needless to say I will be waking up in 5 hours to go out for akward breakfast with mother and the lovely Zoe.
Good night all.