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so, i think it has been all summer since i have updated... well, here i go.
sometimes i think that everything is going to be okay.... when actually things are getting worse. everyone says that things always turn out right in the end... but my life seems to be doing the direct opposite.
i was riding, cruising... just ready to accelerate, to give it some gas... then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, a bunny comes hopping along... and i slam on the brakes.
tomorrow night is the last night of summer, the last night that i will spend my summer as a highschool student, the last time i will see so many of my friends, who will be moving off to college in a few days. this is the last time. its scarry. in a year, i will be stepping into a world of all new things... like my first day of highschool. i dont know what to expect, but im hoping for the best. im soo excited, but scared to death............ right now, i dont know how to react. i want to be happy, but im so darn sad.
summer reading... havent done it yet. i should get to that.
wow... i have really lost touch with this journal... i used to write everyday. now, i never write. thats actually a good thing, because i was getting complaints that i always wrote about depressing topics. i guess my life isnt as depressing as it used to seem, or maybe its just gotten worse, and that leaves me no time to write. who knows?!
cosmo and peanut, my dogs, got out today. cosmo can open the back door, and when no1 was looking, he hopped up there and the two of them decided to go for an adventure. a seven hour adventure... they were gone from 12-7:30.... we had a search party out, you would have thought we were looking for the girl in aruba. i was soo happy when i saw my dogs, because i thought they were dead, or hurt, or lost.... one of the above. i feel for the family of that poor girl. that poor family.
emily is tired.. and has to wake up early... i will write later.. being tomorrow, or 3 weeks from now... i will write.
sometimes i think that everything is going to be okay.... when actually things are getting worse. everyone says that things always turn out right in the end... but my life seems to be doing the direct opposite.
i was riding, cruising... just ready to accelerate, to give it some gas... then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, a bunny comes hopping along... and i slam on the brakes.
tomorrow night is the last night of summer, the last night that i will spend my summer as a highschool student, the last time i will see so many of my friends, who will be moving off to college in a few days. this is the last time. its scarry. in a year, i will be stepping into a world of all new things... like my first day of highschool. i dont know what to expect, but im hoping for the best. im soo excited, but scared to death............ right now, i dont know how to react. i want to be happy, but im so darn sad.
summer reading... havent done it yet. i should get to that.
wow... i have really lost touch with this journal... i used to write everyday. now, i never write. thats actually a good thing, because i was getting complaints that i always wrote about depressing topics. i guess my life isnt as depressing as it used to seem, or maybe its just gotten worse, and that leaves me no time to write. who knows?!
cosmo and peanut, my dogs, got out today. cosmo can open the back door, and when no1 was looking, he hopped up there and the two of them decided to go for an adventure. a seven hour adventure... they were gone from 12-7:30.... we had a search party out, you would have thought we were looking for the girl in aruba. i was soo happy when i saw my dogs, because i thought they were dead, or hurt, or lost.... one of the above. i feel for the family of that poor girl. that poor family.
emily is tired.. and has to wake up early... i will write later.. being tomorrow, or 3 weeks from now... i will write.