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[emily_loves_u]

i've come to a realization.
i didn't love him as much as i thought i did.
somehow im doing fine, just a little aggrivated- as anyone would/should be in my situation
there's no more arguing
there's no more competition
there's no more trying to make myself live up to certain standards and be better than i could ever want to be.

& i can hang out with other boys & not have to worry about who's talking & who's jealous or upset is kinda nice. b/c i enjoy hanging out with boys.

so sue me.

but i love my girls too & honestly, they get me through everything.
i look so forward to hanging out with my friends each day

so basically
i want to camp out realllll soon.
in my backyard
& i think we should have movie night on saturday night instead of partying.

who wants to grace me with their presence?