ever present apathy
I have been doing quite poor in school lately, and honestly, I just don't care. Okay, that's a lie, I wouldn't be obsessing about it if I didn't care but honestly I just want to get through it. There is so much "other" stuff going on right now outside of school and instead of it being a priority, it's turned into an nuisance.
I have an interview on Tuesday for a pediatric surgical floor at University Hospitals/ Rainbow babies and children. I'm nervous and I really don't know if I want the job...that's stupid, I do want the job I just am really dreading those first few weeks when I'll just be a mess.
I just need some motivation...something to look forward to, something to keep me going...something. I thank god I didn't go to Med school because if I was feeling this way with what I would be going through at this point in med school, I wouldn't make it.
I have an interview on Tuesday for a pediatric surgical floor at University Hospitals/ Rainbow babies and children. I'm nervous and I really don't know if I want the job...that's stupid, I do want the job I just am really dreading those first few weeks when I'll just be a mess.
I just need some motivation...something to look forward to, something to keep me going...something. I thank god I didn't go to Med school because if I was feeling this way with what I would be going through at this point in med school, I wouldn't make it.