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[emily_is_pretty]

so I am realizing that money has become so much stress on me it isnt even funny
I dont know if I have anywhere to live next year
and my mom just found out my dad gets to come here and she doesnt.
I am very very very worried about everyone and everything back home and cannot wait to come home and figure something out.
my mom is stressing me out.
my body is fat...
I cannot fit into my clothes anymore....
I pretty much dont know what to do anymore....

and yeah... stress and I have hives all over my body...
blah blah blah...

I love italy but I feel like I am going to need a long vacation from this vacation.... ugh.
I know I shouldnt complain, this is the time of my life right?
but it is hard to think that every second when you know what you are getting fat and you family is falling apart at home.