My sweet lord in heaven...
I completly forgot about this goddamn journal I had. I swear to God, it's all those drugs dude. I don't remember ALOT of these things I talk about in previous entries. I was reading through them and reliving all this high school shananagins. Is that how you spell that word? Oh. Well anyway, things are different now. I work full time, and I'm going to school like for real now. It's pretty boring honestly. Sometimes I go downtown and get drunk. I haven't been to a rave in like almost a year, and me and john john garden and watch PBS.
Is that bad? I don't think so. I really do enjoy setting up a solar powered lighted walkway infront of the house. I lived fast when I was younger. I was all about getting stoned all the time, it's so funny. Ok, so this is me when I was like 16 "Hey I'm stoned blah blah blah, my grandparents suck blah blah". So obvious Emily. Get it together, girl.
This feels nice though. But it's weird, like watching a movie again that you were REALLY into when you were younger. It's all kinda different because you have more "life experience" and a different perspective on things.
Whatever though. I'm still fucking awesome.