I smile...

[emily_breathes]

I smile...
-but I'm not okay.

I don't know what's wrong with me lately.

I tried working in an art project and it didn't work out.
It was a good cry.

I tried tying my sweater and it wasn't how I wear it.
It was a good cry.

I left shampoo in my hair the other day.
It was a good cry.

I'm sick of not being able to do every day tasks. Updating is such a chore I don't even bother really anymore.

On top of just eh things going wrong, I'm a coldhearted bitch too.
I want to trust, but old words still haunt my mind.

I just don't like dealing with anything anymore.