hmmm
Well, I'm no longer holding back, but he doesn't know it yet.
He tells me that I created the situation and he's just trying to deal with it, but... I mean, I did, but... at the same time, I didn't? It's not my fault that at that very moment in time when we first met, I didn't want to become a part of a vicious cycle he held with one good friend and one friend...
Can I tell you all something?
--I shouldn't have gotten involved with anyone at that point in my life anyway...
All I know is that the more I hold back, the more scared I am. Which doesn't seem to make sense to me... but, I'll live I suppose.
I'm so incredibley happy.
That's all.
Well, and a little bit in love.
Everyone have a good New Year. Please be safe.
He tells me that I created the situation and he's just trying to deal with it, but... I mean, I did, but... at the same time, I didn't? It's not my fault that at that very moment in time when we first met, I didn't want to become a part of a vicious cycle he held with one good friend and one friend...
Can I tell you all something?
--I shouldn't have gotten involved with anyone at that point in my life anyway...
All I know is that the more I hold back, the more scared I am. Which doesn't seem to make sense to me... but, I'll live I suppose.
I'm so incredibley happy.
That's all.
Well, and a little bit in love.
Everyone have a good New Year. Please be safe.