farewell.........
Leaving tomorrow for Indiana.
Many will be missed. Others... well, lets just say I'm excited to go.
Work sucks, I know;
Won't YOU leave ME roses by the stairs?
Just, show me you really do care.
Cheesey, but I'm all confused.
Why are people so shy about their feelings? Is it THAT bad to feel things? Weather it be love, hate, happiness, sadness, depression, ANYTHING really... why must people go around hiding things. If I'm sad, I'll cry; if I'm happy, I'll laugh. I feel there's nothing wrong with emotions no matter how sh!tty they may be. It makes me feel alive. Afterall, if I had no emotions, I'd be a walking dead girl for serious.
I expected too much of my best friend, and now I'm hurting.
What do I do about it?
We haven't even talked. The most fabulous person in my life won't even talk to me because she thinks I'm mad at her; and she's right... I am. But how are we going to get over it if she doesn't effinG talk to me? It's rediculous how concerned with other people's emotions people can be. I'd much rather have a friend say "I never want to hang out with you again" than avoid my calls, or hang out with me out of pity. I don't need people like that in my life; in fact, I don't NEED people in my life. As long as I can still make MYself happy, I don't need anyone else. However, this situation blows and I wish I'd never expected as much out of her. Afterall, she's human and flawed.
I'll be gone, but you can call me; 6163044683
::Emily::
Post Script
I still don't have my My Chem. hat back, and now I'm going to go to Indiana with a chip on my shoulder.
Many will be missed. Others... well, lets just say I'm excited to go.
Work sucks, I know;
Won't YOU leave ME roses by the stairs?
Just, show me you really do care.
Cheesey, but I'm all confused.
Why are people so shy about their feelings? Is it THAT bad to feel things? Weather it be love, hate, happiness, sadness, depression, ANYTHING really... why must people go around hiding things. If I'm sad, I'll cry; if I'm happy, I'll laugh. I feel there's nothing wrong with emotions no matter how sh!tty they may be. It makes me feel alive. Afterall, if I had no emotions, I'd be a walking dead girl for serious.
I expected too much of my best friend, and now I'm hurting.
What do I do about it?
We haven't even talked. The most fabulous person in my life won't even talk to me because she thinks I'm mad at her; and she's right... I am. But how are we going to get over it if she doesn't effinG talk to me? It's rediculous how concerned with other people's emotions people can be. I'd much rather have a friend say "I never want to hang out with you again" than avoid my calls, or hang out with me out of pity. I don't need people like that in my life; in fact, I don't NEED people in my life. As long as I can still make MYself happy, I don't need anyone else. However, this situation blows and I wish I'd never expected as much out of her. Afterall, she's human and flawed.
I'll be gone, but you can call me; 6163044683
::Emily::
Post Script
I still don't have my My Chem. hat back, and now I'm going to go to Indiana with a chip on my shoulder.