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Apr 28, 2005 20:38

i pretty much hate myself right now.

you know that feeling when you just feel like you cant do anything?? like you've lost all your sense of coordination and ability to have a normal conversation with even your friends? well maybe you havent but that is exactley how i feel. its like i dont even fit in and its driving me crazy!! not being able to do anything tomorrow isnt making things any better. so i think the reason why i am feeling like this is because i havent done anything for AT LEAST a week which isnt good. ive been too much of a couch potato. i haven't even picked up a frickin basketball. SERIOUSLY my mom has taken this whole thing too far!!! god damn i feel like crying for no reason and i NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

these are the times when im kicking myself in the ass for not getting my permit till january. if i weren't such a GODDAMN LAZY IDIOT, i should have had my license by now.

p.s. i dont want your pitty. just someone i can talk to so i can feel normal again.
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