Jun 25, 2004 20:12
The Hellmouth is still lovely. The dreams are getting worse. I wonder if a soul feels the same way as the dreams. The ache I feel if I try to ignore the pictures in my sleep. I like pain, it can be fun, but the ache from the dreams is never fun.
I saved a man from a mok'lash demon. The demon just wanted to eat but the dreams said I had to help the human. So confusing. I killed the demon and ate the man. My head feels better now. He tasted like blackberries, so sweet with gratitude and then sweeter with fear.
I'm going to find a present for my Daddy tonight. A pretty girl who will be warm and tasty, just the way Daddy likes them. The soldiers gave him a chip, an electronic collar to give the bad doggy a buzz if he takes a bite. He's meant to bite. I'll just have to help him avoid the buzz.
Pretty girl for Daddy and maybe some fun together. He can lose himself in family and forget about the wretched slayer. She is not meant for him.