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When did life get to be like this?
High school is over, long over, and I feel it now more than ever. Never again will I open up a locker. Strange. Somehow I missed growing up, and I look at myself and the things i believe and i can't seem to figure out where fantasy ends and reality begins. Am i really all that different than i was when i was 5? I'm so friggin practical with the practical things, money, job, school, but when it comes to people I'm still a dreamer. Even for myself, I think i still honestly believe i can save people. But then again, maybe I'm not growing up for a reason, maybe I'm suppose to try? Oh fuck it, that's enough thinking
Alcohol is funny in the way it makes you think throwing your phone at the ground will show that hoe mel that you mean business.
at least im getting a new one!
I really need to write in this more
High school is over, long over, and I feel it now more than ever. Never again will I open up a locker. Strange. Somehow I missed growing up, and I look at myself and the things i believe and i can't seem to figure out where fantasy ends and reality begins. Am i really all that different than i was when i was 5? I'm so friggin practical with the practical things, money, job, school, but when it comes to people I'm still a dreamer. Even for myself, I think i still honestly believe i can save people. But then again, maybe I'm not growing up for a reason, maybe I'm suppose to try? Oh fuck it, that's enough thinking
Alcohol is funny in the way it makes you think throwing your phone at the ground will show that hoe mel that you mean business.
at least im getting a new one!
I really need to write in this more