ugh
dont read this if u dont want to hear me complaining.
hmm where do i start, a lot of things have been bugging me lately or have been on my mind. i get annoyed of some people really easily now. even when they dont even do anything, its annoys me. i get jelous easily now too, even if its just something little like someone talking to someone. i know, thats really gay but i dont know why i do. i hate it when people make plans with you, then go and make plans with soemone else and forgets about you. i really hate shcool, im barely trying anymore, i know i can do better but yeah. i want a boyfriend, someone that i really like, not just some random person. cool,, i still dont only moved once. i hate change, and i dont like having to meet new people. i like it here, i dont want to go to florida. i still miss everyone back in san diego, im just saying i dont want to have to meet new friends again cuz i have great friends already. i really do miss san diego too. i want to go back there soon, but sometimes i wonder if i should or not cuz it seems like some people dont even care if i come back or not. but i know some people do. i wish i wasnt as shy. i try not to be shy, but i cant really help it. i really dont understand life, we try so hard, then die. i guess since we only live once we should try new things all the time. ok well thats enough.
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hmm where do i start, a lot of things have been bugging me lately or have been on my mind. i get annoyed of some people really easily now. even when they dont even do anything, its annoys me. i get jelous easily now too, even if its just something little like someone talking to someone. i know, thats really gay but i dont know why i do. i hate it when people make plans with you, then go and make plans with soemone else and forgets about you. i really hate shcool, im barely trying anymore, i know i can do better but yeah. i want a boyfriend, someone that i really like, not just some random person. cool,, i still dont only moved once. i hate change, and i dont like having to meet new people. i like it here, i dont want to go to florida. i still miss everyone back in san diego, im just saying i dont want to have to meet new friends again cuz i have great friends already. i really do miss san diego too. i want to go back there soon, but sometimes i wonder if i should or not cuz it seems like some people dont even care if i come back or not. but i know some people do. i wish i wasnt as shy. i try not to be shy, but i cant really help it. i really dont understand life, we try so hard, then die. i guess since we only live once we should try new things all the time. ok well thats enough.
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<33