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umm this week was alrightt, friday i saw kicking and screaming with a few people, and saturday i went to mikes grandmas for dinner andd todayy i went to his baseball gamee.. kinda a boring weekend :/ i was thinking about stufff today and idkk im just still thinkingg, i guess ill talk to mil about it all. butt i guesss ill start hw or something noww..
And it takes more time than I've ever had
Drains the life from me, makes me want to forget
As young as I was, I felt older back then
More disciplined, stronger and certian
But I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety
And I lied to myself and said it was for the best
So now faith is replaced with logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was now that I'm older
And I know much more then I did back then
But the more I learn the more I can't understand
And I've become content with this life that I lead
Where I drink to much and dont believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself, and say its for the best
We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and we're waiting on something that will never come...
And it takes more time than I've ever had
Drains the life from me, makes me want to forget
As young as I was, I felt older back then
More disciplined, stronger and certian
But I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety
And I lied to myself and said it was for the best
So now faith is replaced with logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was now that I'm older
And I know much more then I did back then
But the more I learn the more I can't understand
And I've become content with this life that I lead
Where I drink to much and dont believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself, and say its for the best
We're moving forward but holding ourselves back, and we're waiting on something that will never come...