i dont know anymore

[emily2jean]

so i went to Donovans housewarming party. pretty sure i spent the whole evening with tom because Donovan was kinda ignoring me. i get that it was his party and he had to talk to everyone but i felt really left out. to make things worse....when he was introducing everyone he was like and this is....whats your name again? he was joking around but it kinda made me feel really uncomfortable at that moment. something has been bothering him all weekend and i asked him what it was and he would say nothing or his ear was bothering him. tom told me two nights ago that he was told that donovan was ignoring me all night and it was to make me mad. i left a message and in IM for donovan saying that im really hurt by the way i was treated and that i think we should stop seeing each other and be friends. last night he was online and said he lost his phone and i asked him if it was true that he was ignoring me to make me mad and he said no and wanted to know who said that. he said he will call me tonight so we can talk about things. i told him i do like him and i didnt want things to end but i was really hurt and i will not put up with that again. so we will see what happens tonight.

on a happier note...i saw pirates last night! i went with tom and i know he likes me but right now i know either donovan is lying or tom is. why are guys like this? i thought only girls act like this. i really hope everything works out with donovan because i really do like him.